Bzzzztt.... Bzzzztt....

earlier than expected...

2009-11-15T23:03:00.001+08:00

arghhhhhhhh......... as the wedding will be in May, I thought I have 6 months more to diet ~~enjoy~~ ... now guess what!?! i only have 3 months!!!

nahhh.... we're not rescheduling our wedding... hehe... just that, i have the honour to be the bridesmaid to our dear friend, Zila. Her wedding will be in February.... *gulp*

pressure people pressure!!!

owh by the way... "zila.. i tak nak la overshadow you nanti kan kan kan.. so kena la dpt approval u dulu kan kan kan... i nak pakai tiara ni nanti bleyyyyy takk...." *sambil kedip-kedip mata manja*

*matilamak*

i have ordered my wedding card odi!!! *clap clap clap*

jangan takbur!

2009-11-12T21:39:00.001+08:00

its' really hard to write if you have too many things in your head.... i'm still trying to figure it out what really went wrong in the past few days..... (not personally of coz.. :D )... totally, unexpected.... i'm being judged for things that are out of my control..... hopefully they will realize that i'm just a human being and maybe they forget that are human as well... hmmm... we're all mortal... if God gives you a good health, be grateful... don't judge people of 'less performance' if they're sick....

being sick is not my choice! stop punishing me for it!!

pissed, disappointed, coughing and sneezing

Dugaan

2009-11-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

Kadang kadang... Allah memberikan kita rezeki di sini, tapi Dia tarik sikit rezeki di sana.. :)

Takpe.. itu hanya peringatan.. supaya kita lebih berusaha.. menjadikan kita manusia yang lebih tegar... mampu mematangkan lagi pemikiran dan membuka lebih ruang untuk perbaiki dan muhasabah diri.... saya terima semua ini seadanya... :)

Sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Kaya..... Saya yakin ada hikmah lain yang menanti... insyaAllah... dengan rumahtangga yang akan dibina, saya lebih mampu dan lebih tabah untuk menghadapi semua dugaan yang telah ada dan yang akan datang....

Leonora Version 3.0

2009-11-06T00:39:00.000+08:00

"I may be thirty, but I'll always be flirty." - Dane Peddigrew

Have you ever thought that most things are better in threes? Triple layer cake, triple-decker O’Brien sandwiches, three scoops on a banana split, and three decades of learning to live...to finally be able to claim that you've arrived and can no longer deny being an adult. Hehee…….

Finally you can abandon the insecurities that come with youth. You can rest assured that you've chosen the right career ~~the wrong one~~. You can finally have a candid conversation with your parents, and laugh about your childhood antics (the ones they knew about, and the ones you thought you got away with). And you can know that the best decades of your life are just ahead of you.

"Time and Tide wait for no man, but time always stands still for a woman of thirty." – Robert Frost

I’m thirty, today, 5^th November 2009!

For those women out there who’s afraid of this age… don’t be… you’ll find that this is the best decade of your life (because I found my love this year *wink*)…. you are more confident (because you finally realized others are just pathetic little peanuts.. ekekekk)… you are more beautiful of course (because you finally know how to makeup and can afford to buy SKII.. ihiks).. you are less dependent (because you’re earning more! hahah... ) So embrace it! ~~Or do Botox~~

Last year, my mum and dad sent me flowers and cake to the office… and of course, this year they did the same…. Hehe

But with a different gesture? Hmmmm…. They managed to get ~~force~~ everyone to write a different bday card for me… hahah….

Moreover.. of course.. from my beloved fiancée.12 roses and a love bear.. auwww....

I need and want you all to know.. how grateful I am to be blessed with such a caring, supporting family members and loved ones… Alhamdulillah… My wish this year…

Dear Allah, please have all my friends to have the opportunity to experience the happiness of what I’m experiencing now… Aminnnn…

With this strong- based of family and friends institution… nobody, I mean nobody will ever feel alone ever!! *wink* and I want them to feel this too… Thank you so much for having me in your life…. YOU know WHO YOU ARE!!!

owh.. gift?!?! heee... best thing always comes in small package.. opps... guess a guess.. what's inside? huhu....

p/s: can’t wait for another session of bday celebration with sistas and hommies… cu tomorrow nite!!

sleep and smiling...

grrr.......

2009-11-01T23:14:00.001+08:00

YES!!!!

and that maybe.. all i need to know..

2009-10-26T23:45:00.004+08:00

Look at this face
I know the years are showing
Look at this life
I still dont know where its going

I dont know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

Look at these eyes
They never seen what mattered
Look at these dreams
So beaten and so battered

I dont know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

So many questions
Still left unanswered
So much
Ive never broken through

And when I feel you near me
Sometimes I see so clearly
The only truth Ive ever known
Is me and you

Look at this man
So blessed with inspiration
Look at this soul
Still searching for salvation

I dont know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

I DON'T KNOW MUCH by Linda ronstadt featuring aaron neville

:)

p/s: you may puke now... :P

sick is not an excuse...

2009-10-21T19:38:00.015+08:00

being sick...

is not an excuse to celebrate important days in fren's life...

definitely is not an excuse to eat good stuff while 'outstation-ing'... peanut butter banana with honey sandwich! :D

and of course is not an excuse to re-live my engagement day!!! ahahahahahaaha.....

la la laaaa.....

self-centered time!

2009-10-18T23:38:00.008+08:00

i'm in Kerteh now... 11.45pm in my room at Awana Kijal... watching Mark Wahlberg movie on Star Movies with Herni... just finished 'touching-up' my presentation for tomorrow and hmmm.... now can't help thinking about alif and I.. ekekekke... :P

how about just me... ahahhahahahaa.....

All the pictures are taken by Natrah.. by our official wedding photographer... ahahhaahah... nice? :D

Can't get enough

2009-10-10T04:16:00.012+08:00

You have just going to bear with me for these few coming posts ya... it would definitely be evolving around one issue.. MY ENGAGEMENT! ahahahha.....

if engagement makes me feel smiling for almost a week now, I cannot imagine how would i feel if we were married... eheehhh.....

THE ring.. opss.. rings! :D

THE tepak sirih... a 'gift' to my family, from his, representing the 'engagement' between two families...

THE cake! my favourite... :) notice the pearl thingy.. it's all handmade by the fiancee of yours truly...

THE cloth.. for kebaya to be exact.. chosen by Alif's mom.. already sent to Madukara.. hehe...

last but not least... THE chocolate.. Patchi! :D

For your info.. my fiancee did all those hantaran by himself... he said, he made it dengan penuh kasih sayang (with lots of love...)

And yes dear... I love you lots too!

p/s: can you feel the happiness from US? *wink*

As promised!

2009-10-05T01:14:00.007+08:00

:) :) :) i'm verrrrrrryyyyyyyy happppppyyyyyyyyy...........

alhamdulillah...

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku... SemogaMu rahmati perhubungan ini dan menyambung harapan kami untuk ke peringkat seterusnya...

Awaited Saturday..

2009-10-01T22:19:00.003+08:00

can't wait.. can't wait...

i'm all packed... i'm prepared mentally.. hehe... my heart is pounding non stop since i picked up Alif's ring just now... my prayers to Allah... May our relationship blessed by Allah...

and of course..

can't wait going to work wearing the ring!
can't wait teaching Bodyjam, wearing the ring! hahah...

can't wait... can't wait...

my next post will be with the 'real ring' hor...

A better tomorrow

2009-10-01T01:06:00.003+08:00

Have you ever had a situation arise where for what ever reason, you heard a voice at the back of your head.. "that's it! enough!"

yep... i encountered this recently few days back... my heart and mind just could not take it anymore... if X is very much happier, without me in the team.. so be it! i earned that position with respect... it was never self-proclaimed... i carried the responsibilities with pride and dignity... if you are too blind to see it.. if your heart is too cloudy to feel it.. if your brain is too small to digest it.. then so be it!!! pity you... you definitely not a good human being.. full stop! i don't want to have anything to do with you anymore... get away from my life... you are not qualified to even be part of it... go ahead and live your own life... have it your way... don't disturb me anymore... GO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i used to try to understand why you're behaving like this... but it didn't make any sense... Alif said that X feeds on my misery.... as hard as I can't accept the fact that there is a human being like that, well.. it makes more sense!! again.. so be it! my life doesn't evolve around you... nothing you'll ever do can bring misery to my little world...

I'm very much happy with my decision.... and it's for the best interest of ME!! yes... i think it's about time that i put myself beyond anything else... no point i'm keeping a part of an effort to make X understand what life means.. and just for the info... I AM RELIEVEDDDDDDDD!!!

ko benci aku?? ade mak kesah???

isk isk...

2009-09-30T01:36:00.001+08:00

be patience! as i'm being patient to.... try to find time to update this blog... ahahahah....

I'm a single lady.. I'm a single ladyyy....

2009-09-18T16:58:00.004+08:00

*singing it.. Beyonce style* <--- huh.. i wish?!?!

Dear Leo,
Selamat Hari Raya to you and your loved ones. Here's to your last raya Raya as a single lady!

Best wishes,
Philip

Cute aite? hehe....

Salam Aidilfitri to all Muslims around the world!!!! (over tak?)

I'm going back home town tonight... can't wait to celebrate raya with my families... as for you out there, whom will be driving.. pleaseeeeeeeeeeee drive carefully.. do not speed... do stop if you are sleepy... drop by Petronas to get a free coffee... heheh.... as Philip's wish... hehe and of course mine too, this is gonna be my last year of Eid celebration as a single lady.. insyaAllah... wait for this post, next year!!! :)

happy eating.. happy holiday-ing..

almost done....

2009-09-17T02:00:00.003+08:00

heeee.... 1st time fitting.... :D that's for my engagement ceremony.... can't wait to take pictures on that day as all my beloved friends will wear green as well... thanks to all... you're the best! muahhh!!!

having asthma on puasa month is no fun!! :P

sweet presure

2009-09-15T00:58:00.003+08:00

heyyy.... alif dah siapkan hantaran tunang kitorg...... mana aciiiiii..... lagi 3 minggu lerrrrr..... *tertekan* *tertekan*

translation:
Alif has furnished our gift packages, that will be exchanged during our engagement ceremony... which is in another 3 weeks time!! why so fast?!?!? *pressure* *pressure*

*faint*

I got gift!

2009-09-13T21:54:00.003+08:00

ngeee.... alif's father gave me a novel... kruk kruk.. kruk kruk.... i think it's a wake-up call for me to start reading.. ahahhaha... yesss... me don't read books... but this time, i'm gonna tryyyyyyyyyyyyyy................

"Saya takut menjadi musyrik. Saya takut menyekutukan Cinta saya kepada Allah karena cinta saya kepada Yusuf. Saya rindu untuk bisa dibelai Allah, tetapi hati saya dipenuhi pula kerinduan kepada Yusuf. Apakah saya sudah menjadi manusia musyrik, ya Ustaz? Tolonglah saya! Demi Allah, saya tidak kuasa untuk memilih satu dari cinta dan kerinduan ini. Rindu saya untuk menggapai Wajah Allah seiring rindu saya menggapai wajah Yusuf?."

can i read 5 pages per day??? heee :D

happy rendition...

2009-09-10T22:02:00.004+08:00

Had another session of Buka Puasa over Alipth's home.... see the girl.. Aisyah... cutey niece of his... had such a happy rendition just from seeing a colourful game on the iPhone... have you ever wondered how you acted when you were at that age? ever wonder that we rarely feel sad over small thing in a long period... ever recall how we managed to think simple and take things easily....

huh.. i definitely missed those days... don't you? we sometimes heard people say, how we could change things if we have the power to turn back time? would you? i used to want to change here and there.... but you know what... it's not the case anymore.... the more i look at it the more i realise that those 'super-horror' things that happened, made me a better, stronger and bolder person today! I no longer regret at what happened in my life... no longer try to made everything right.. no longer 'crying' over sad things that happened or mourning over what people did to me.... trust me... when you reached in this point of your life.. God will reward you with something that you'll never expect to experience it.. Alhamdulillah....

my advise to readers, especially my beloved friends and families.. (foes maybe.. *wink*)....

move forward! take your history as a lesson and learn from it...
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...
leave you EX ALONE!!! <------- verrryyyyyy important.. haha... let him/her lead their life.. and you lead yours...
stop SELF-PITY....

Allah promises... that... "nasib kita tidak akan diubahNya melainkan dengan usaha kita sendiri"

have the hope, keep the faith!

deng!

2009-09-08T06:21:00.003+08:00

haaaa.... berangan tak sudah!!! hish!!!

Assistant

2009-09-07T01:11:00.004+08:00

Now... Alipth.. the Hantaran Decorator.. has an assistant! it's ME!!!!

we spent more or less 6 hours to furnish 16 hampers... it's for his company thingy... to send to the customer of the company.. i think we managed to make it look expensive... ekekekk.. :D See it for yourself...

it's made of... a basket... crepe paper... ribbons... 4 types of biscuits.. and one box of dates... as the date's box is not so 'presentable'.. so we covered it with a big flower... hehe...

interested to get our service? :D

Save the best for last

2009-09-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

*achtung.. the following post is written in Malay*

yaaaaa....
mak kata kena menabung...
Oprah Winfrey pun byk buat episod pasal menyimpan duit nih....
Leo tau menabung ni penting...
Tapi Leo tak menabung jugak... huhu...

so skrg, Leo nak menyahut seruan tuh... semenjak mula bekerja.. tahun 2002... sampai sekarang.. tak pernah nak menabung... isk isk..

di ambang umur 30-an ni.. Leo anggap my best year of my life... so, Leo telah membuka akaun Amanah Saham Bumiputera... ekekek..... company ada buat potong gaji terus.. so, sgt lah bagus utk org yg malas menabung spt i.. heeee

HR: Kak Leo... tlg isi borg ni sekali? Nanti Izan arrangekan utk potong gaji trus masuk ASB akak...
Me: Akak nak potong RM500 lah...
HR: boleh je... byk nye akak?
Me: semangat nih... eh Izan, nanti nak withdraw ASB ni kat mana ekk? :P :P :P

harussssss........ blum start menyimpan dah pikir macam mana nak withdraw yaaaaaa......

doakan saya menyimpan dgn gigih ya...

Classic!

2009-09-02T23:33:00.005+08:00

No matter how modern we are... no matter how much i love modern things... sometimes CLASSIC always the best choice... CLASSIC is timeless! :D

They just WOW me enough... okay... settle then! :-*

the happiest time yet after spending so much!

Mengidam

2009-08-28T06:07:00.004+08:00

My sahur dish!

Yeap! woke up at 4.30am to cook 'Udang Masak Lemak'

hmmmm... so much for diet-ing in Ramadhan huh... isk isk....

on leave today... zzzzz....

SkyPark Subang

2009-08-25T23:40:00.006+08:00

Do you know our Terminal 3, Subang Airport is on operational mode currently?

Do you know it is known as SkyPark currently?

Do you know only Firefly uses that facilities?

Not bad... not bad at all people... Subang is of course more convenient than Sepang for LCCT or KLIA... as for now... i am so a full supporter of Firefly... hehe... eventhough they use Foker instead of Boeing... at least they serve cupcake and mango juice... ahahahah......

yaaaa... got live band....

See you again Skypark.. for Hari Raya....

Blessed Ramadhan

2009-08-21T15:34:00.009+08:00

Wishing my Muslim brothers and sisters... Happy Blessed Ramadhan.... Let's make this year's Ramadhan a meaningful one than before.....

Strengthen our Solat!

Find time to recite the Holy Al-Quran...

And find the peace in our soul to give Zakat...

For me personally... this Ramadhan brings the whole new meaning to my life... I pray to Allah, to give me the strength to face my new life.. *wink* Allah has given me this opportunity to love and to be loved... hopefully I'll carry this 'amanat' all throughout my living life... and I'll do my very best to make him happy as he makes me very happy too..

Doakan kebahagiaan kami.. InsyaAllah.. Amin...