Frienship again lah

Friendship!!! It is such a beautiful thing to treasure… We should be grateful, if we were surrounded with ‘stunning’ friends. Rejoice their presence instead of taking advantage of them. Don’t expect that in order to prove that they are your true friends you always have to make them willing to compromise to your own needs. Itu namanya mengambil kesempatan. Think before you act and if you find that your friend is trying to hurt you, maybe you might want to rethink, twice, three times, four times or more. Ask yourself these questions… Does the request seem reasonable? Are you being reasonable? Actually a true, sincere and honest friend always tells you the TRUTH!!! They will try to ease/ solve your problems instead of makes you run from it. And as we all should know, the truth hurts… accept it!! Embrace it!! And learn from it!! Hopefully you can become a good friend to someone.

Friendship is earned, not commanded!!! Hug once in awhile, give flowers once in awhile, dinner treats once in awhile, send sms once in awhile does not justify you as a true friend. Maybe it’s very hard to define one but trust me it’s very easy to become one. Sometimes, it’s just the ‘human’ thingy in us that make us always want to ‘receive’ rather than ‘give’. Think carefully, what have we contributed to the relationship… did you lend a hand when they need your help? Did you offer any help without having them requesting you to do so? Did you know what are their favourite colours, food, celebrities, movies? Did you do your part of the housework or just enjoy the facilities as there is? Hey, it doesn’t kill you to ‘clean up’ the rubbish ban once in awhile… or ‘cleaning up’ is not in your job description izit… as a professional maybe we are not obliged to do something which is out of the outlined, but as a friend… these are those little tiny bitzie things that makes your friend smile… =D (contoh je ye…)

Despite of having the ‘bad seeds’ in my ‘friendship’, I am so appreciative that I know who my true friends are, whom I can count on and the one that definitely will visit me when I’m sick… =D

For the ones, who doesn’t really have true friend… hmmmm, might want to do a bit ‘post-mortem’ la kut… having said all these, May Allah bless all my friends, good ka, bad ka… Please let us be a good friend to others… Amin…

Starbucks again

Starbucks!!! Yes my favourite spot for internet surfing… very cozy, not that loud but not as silent as grave either… sedang sedang saje… just the way I like it… reached there at about 8.30pm… suddenly… wah, ada org datang temankan… so nice… tengkius.. enjoy your companionship as always… up for another horror/ thriller movie marathon again? ;-)

Did all my friendster thingy, blogging, downloading songs, fitness-fevering… omg haven’t been there for ages…. I’m lost I’m lost… nantilah ye, when me got time, then I’ll read one by one… successfully downloaded this song… love at first ‘heard’… ahaks…. The melody, the lyrics so pleasant… I think there’s a lot of blogger who will/ had posted this lyrics… tapi I nak letak jugak, tak kira.. so, enjoy lah…

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama

Sering kala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian yg indah bersulam bahagia

Kuharungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara

Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari cari bayanganmu
Tak sangup aku kehilanganmu

Kehilanganmu
Masih tercari-cari

Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu

So, how? Ok?

Great 2007!

hey... i always have this thingy about new year... new year for me it's just like getting a new shoes =D so nice the feeling... new resolution? every new year, always the same 'azam' one:

1. May Allah bless my family and friends.
2. May Allah bless my earnings, my life, my relationship and my health...
3. hmmm... more savings and cut down all those 'unneeded' spendings... big spender = not good

And so far Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdullilah.. Alhamdulillah... blessed with a 'perfect' health, i've strived very hard to get what i have and where i am now and i have never, repeat, never stepped on other 'people's head' to get what i want... i got it fare and square... again, Alhamdulillah...

New things happened recently:

1. I raised my room rent from RM210 to RM300... which i think made my housemates wanna leave and find their own apartment to rent... i'm okay with that, all da best in finding a fully furnished apartment come with astro which is less than RM600... he he... no lah.. will miss u both later... we can still hang out what =D please 'halal'kan makan minum saya kay... minta maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki if my words/ actions had ever hurt you both... well, i forgave you... he he... feel free to come over if you feel wanna have a dip in the pool kay..

2. Hmmm... personal life is getting better and better... sayang him very much... hopefully, ada jodoh tak ke mana... he's the only man, exclude my brother and father lah, who can 'tame' my temper, and makes me kinda respect him... and i know he feels the same way towards me...

3. My car = so far so gooooooodddddddd..... wut a surprise.... so new car = no need for now...

4. Just did my video certification for Bodyjam... at last... when i received the feedback/ result, i'll post it here kay... then we'll find out how much i screwed up.

5. hmmm... tadi byk nak tulis, tiba2 blank la plak...

so, berenti jelah...

heeeee...

sowwiii lah about this blogskin thingy... so green at this... very amateur work... i'm learning bit by bit kay... so, u'll be presented by all sorts of awkward style of blog skinning, templating, headering and backgrounding, until i get what i really want... hiak!!

Mahjong anyone?

Uuuuuuuu….. bit disappointed… I thot I can get a very good friend of mine to give my blog a ‘facelift’…. Well, sometimes things just don’t workout the way u want it to be right… he he… small matter lah… hafiz, still loves u very much…

Raya Haji? New year? Xmas? Wow… that’s the best thing about Malaysia… so many holidays in one shot… wanna know bout mine… hmmm… can be considered as the ‘busiest’ holiday ever…

29th Dec
Shopping spree with my girlfriends… K Ju, K Azyei, Jenny and Claire… hmmm, but turned out not really a spree for me as I didn’t get what I want… having big thighs and bumps = so hard to find a good pair of Jeans…. But ended the day with a movie… CURSE OF THE GOLDEN FLOWER… the best scenes/ setting/ costume of the year!!!! I like!!!! Despite of the last boring 5 minutes, overall it was a movie worth to watch… Gong Li and Chow Yuen Fatt always have been superb performers… Jay Chou… aaaa, hmmmm, uuuuu… so so jer….

30th Dec
Double bodyjam39 in consplant and taipan… exhausted lahh… after that, straight away to Mydin to buy groceries for raya punya makan2… so many people are doing their last minute raya preparation I suppose… so Mydin became sardine at the supermarket area… after I got everything that I wanted, and I could hardly push my trolley anymore… off I go to the cashier… on the way, suddenly I heard a Chinese lady screaming very loud but I couldn’t get what exactly the lady was saying… I turned to my back, and saw half of the lady’s body covered with eggs! OMG!! An Indon apparently bumped her, and she fell onto the pile of eggs, no wonder she was very angry… so pity… but being a bad girl as always… my heart was actually laughing because you could see the Indon macam buat tak tahu jer… the argument ended with an Indian guy (hero lah I think), went and calmed the lady down… fuhhh… so drama… and you know wut, I kept laughing coz I could imagine if the same thing happen to Andrew, definitely a super diva combo will come out… and everybody like clap clap clap… he he… sowwii darling… gurau jer… went back home around 7pm… then, I started with my pudding making… marinated the chicken… prepared the ingredients for chicken curry and kemas2 rumah…

31st Dec
Woke up at 6am… 1st time, my solat subuh alone di pagi raya… huhu… without my family… huh u again… my dad called around 7.30am and the mushi-mushi conversation starts… he he… then I called back home around 8.30am to kacau my mom pulak… and she said all the family was there already, except me… huwaaaa… cried again… ok, be cool, I still need to cook later… after buh-bye (jimmy style)… start cooking!!! And fruit punch making… at 12pm… finish everything, and waited for Abg Husin (K tina’s hubby) to send other dishes (he he, nasi + daging + udang + sayur = cater)… tak larat babe masak semua sorg2… with Jeans and t-shirt, I celebrated my raya with (in order of appearance), Colin, Jimmy, Edward, Claire, Jason, Barney, Jenny, Andrew, Kenny, Osman, Mike, Raymond, Larry, Clement, Shirlyn, Anthony, Alvin and Hazrin… (macam tak cukup jer… did I missed anybody Colin?)

Special thanks to Jenny for helping me cleaned the house the next morning!!!!

Because I’m alone that night, I tagged myself to Jenny off to Kenny’s place… together with Brian, Andrew, Alvin and Anthony… wah 3A… he he… Anthony belanja makan… and guess what, they taught me how to play mahjong… arghh susahnya…. Hmmm… but I think I did fine that night…. We played cards too… had the new year toast together… that’s the fun part, coz I didn’t take alcohol, so Andrew said, “You just hold the glass only lar..” ok loh… hold the nice wine glass and get ready to toast… then Andrew noticed that he didn’t have any glass so he went back to the kitchen to take another one… I dunno wut actually happen, but everbody didn’t seem to notice that he wasn’t around at the verandah, so we went, “HAPPY NEW YEAR… CHEERSSSS!” then, he came out from the kitchen and stunned!! Hahahahahahahhhhh… we had a big laugh, how can lar go ‘yam seng’ without him… so lagi sekali lah… CHEERSSSS!! Then, watched the fireworks yg ala-ala jer… thanks my friends for not making me miss my home too much… luv ya…

1st Jan
Haiiiyoo…. Double bodyjam again, summit and consplant…. Balik, then prepare to go to True Fitness gathering… but, plan changed as I ‘ditched’ them for Mike n Osman to go karaoke at the curve… he he… sowiiiiii…. Had a blast singing session with them… dunno that Osman can sing Chinese song and his voice became so manly when he sang ‘Sonata Musim Salju’ he he… met some new friends and the unforgettable ‘Kinky’… uuu… did I put the spelling right? Nice gentleman with a golden voice… we shud sing again huh…

2nd Jan
Wooot…. Bowling session… should meet K Az at OU by 10am, shopping 1st then bowling at 4pm… but I told her, I won’t join the shopping session as I want to clean my house again… but I ended my spring cleaning early, so I went and picked up Andrew and K Ju to OU… so lapar, so we ate at Kluang Station… rupa2nya, shopping session cancelled as everybody could not make it and all of us (K Ju, K Az, Jimmy, Edward, Andrew, Jenny, Anthony and myself) semua had a late luch at Kluang Station.. then, we went for bowling… as expected… LEONORA SUCKED AT BOWLING!!! Memang dasar tangan penari… so very the bengkok… nasib baik bola tak masuk lane org sebelah jer…

We played two games and finished around 6.30pm… hmmmm, we like hungry again, and went to Ms Read café… uuu… had a ‘death by iced chocolate’, ‘limaunade from the back lane’… and etc… u might wanna try… later… oklah, lets go and look-look around… hah!! Takde makna nya look look…. Got myself a Zara Jeans, a pair of Primavera shoes (again), 5 tops from Jaya Jusco and a belt from K Ju (my bday pressie… he he… luv u kakak)… and K Az, K Ju and Jenny also got something for themselves… we did had our shopping spree anyway… left OU at about 11.30pm… had a hard time finding the car as only certain exits were open, and we had to walk all the way from the cinema level car park… had a supper at Uptown… and balik tido at 2am!!!

There you go, my new year holiday spent with beloved friends which I consider a part of me already… mmmmuahhhhhhhhh………