what a news!!

get shocked last nite, watching the news on the murder of a Mongolian model... she is believed to be shot and blown up to pieces by grenade... apparently, she had an affair with an Exec Director of Malaysian Strategic Research Centre, who also is a close associate of our DPM, Najib... hmmm... a few policemen is remanded, who is believed to have sumtin to do with the murder... hayooooo... want to kill, kill lah... why u have to 'bomb' that woman... he must have hated her so much... she was really pretty actually... the suspect claimed that he was blackmailed by the woman... hek eleh... if you agreed to the 'blackmailin' thingy, meaning you have done something really bad, that's why people dare to blackmail you isn't it? hoh... makes me hate man more lah... sowwwiiiii guys... its just reality... bzzzzzztttt...

well, enuff of sadis thing... got an email from a dear friend... something for us to think about...

A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"

The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "This is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already missed the person."

So, how? the student obviously didn't find that love... have you???

As for me... hmmm... i dunno... my close friends, what do u think? did i find my love? am i doing the right thing now? i think i do.... but it always feel, repeat, alllllllwaysssssss feel that i'm the only one who is really into it.... the other party seems like cudn careless!!! whether its true or not, i dunno, but if you dun have any initiatives by telling/ doing/ texting or replying to me something, how in the hell shud i know?!?!? well, nak buat camne... i've tried... i'm so afraid that by the time he realised i'm the one for him, i no longer have the passion to keep going... if it is so, sorry lah my fren... i will look and try for another 'padi'... bosan betul.. he he...

Join Kylie's class tonite lagi bagus... Jom youngwolf.... lets rawk DU tonite... =) anybody else is with me?