cry??

i don't know why... but it has been a very sad mood for these few weeks... for the first time i felt sad for no particular reason... see tv, all sad dramas... Pondok Buruk, Sesuci Hati Zahra....see movie... Pursuit of Happiness... go karaoke oso sing sad songs!!! hoh... received a buzz from Mel today.. and read her blog http://emeldavincent.blogs.friendster.com/emelda_/ ... she posted a few photos of us (true fitness gang) during our last launch with her and Yili around... made me cry again... not the sobbing cry (he he... this one during sad dramas only), but tears for longing the past.... not good huh? have you ever wondered if you have power like Hiro Nakamura... what would you do with it? change the past? kill somebody? bring somebody back? re-sit your exam?

what will i do?

i will...
1. Loose all my credit cards...
2. Loose my Proton!
3. Loose the losers in my life

he he... and i think that's about it...

thinking of it back, your past, your experience, your memories are the 'ingredients' which produce a better YOU!! it's just no fun if the bitter is more than sweet... but you know what, a little bitter always 'overshadow' thousands of sweets... the sad things keep bugging your heart and mind... we always want to throw this itsy bitsy hard taste away until we forget how 'sweet' makes us feel... if we keep doing that, 'sweet' will fade away.... and on most occasions we'll lost 'sweet' without appreciating what it brought into our life... what?

1. the best mum and dad a person could ever had...
2. the best sister and brother a person could ever had...
3. the most adorable nieces and nephews in the world...
4. Juwita and Azyei

these '4 sweets' are the pillars of my life.... and i'm sure i'm one of theirs too.... we need each other, and the best part, we want each other.... these pillars are the one which 'force' me to put the smile on my face everyday... even when they are not here beside me, their presence is surrounding me, everywhere i go, wherever i go... so friends, find your pillars and hold to it, never let go!!! if it slips, you always have me to hold it for you ;-)

Launch pic

hey hey... managed to get picture for the miracle launch at the curve... my 1st time ever launching with a sleeveless Nike top... it was so last minute, i didn't have any time to get 'extra' shirt to do some 'cover up'... well, it wasn't that bad... still, so not comfortable with it... he he... so not gonna do that again... be prepared next time :)

Because of work, I've never paid attention to this picture, until today, I've realised that it was my first launch as a head teacher of bodyjam!!! If anybody is asking, how's your bodyjam team? ohhh... wrong question to ask la dear.... of course my team will earn my compliment to the bits... i'll never put them up there if I've ever doubted their capability as jammers.... it's not that hard to figure it out... see and experience it... then, you'll know what i mean... others, your time will come... definitely, it take us 'forever' to become who we are today... so, be patience... key word is, LEARN... learn learn and learn... as I always say to the newbies... no matter how good you are... there's always somebody out there who is better than you... identify your weaknesses, admit the problems, then fix it!!! always give yourself the room for improvement.... or else, you'll stay in the same spot for the rest of your life... be sincere in whatever you do... put your heart and soul into it...

Coming launch? errkkk... i leave it to the 'team' this time around... going to be headed by Kylie and Tracy... watch for them yo!!! coming to you... very very soon... Me going out of KL, so does K Azyei... :( later share the fun with us ya...

see you again tomorrow ;-)

it might be something personal... gym put aside for a while kay...

tadaaa....

how's this cute killer? :)

me, updating blog...

heh heh... sorry again for the 'blackout'... still in the midst of searching for the 'most appropriate' design.. until then, read only la hor...

tonite... hopefully i'll be able to surf the net from my house... :) with streamyx :) he he... then i can spend more time on 'touching-up' the look...

Happy Birthday to...
1. Kylie Gates - my Bodyjam guru...
2. Mastura - my exhousemet
3. Kenny Tai - my exboifren.. yikes... he he...

May God bless you all, and may you have everything you need in this world... Aminnn...

Weather has been very hot lately... almost every nite i sleep with my air-con on... uuu.. good side, very good for every day laundry... he he... and my plants grew flowers odi.. i like...

Office: ohh... busy.........

Gym: ohh... busy also........

Personal: because of the above, i hardly have time for myself... missing that very much... hopefully i can have at least one whole day for me... plss.. one day only before the quarterly workshop... or else, i'll be insane... i'll switch off my handphone... lock myself at home... cooking, cleaning, gardening.... dip in the pool :) then enjoying my prison break again and again and again... :)

Plan for next 2 months:
1. 'peek'ing for a new car :)
2. Buy new matress... slumberland, ortho bla bla bla... like kenny's... veli nice wan...
3. Re-arange furnitures in the house
4. Buy new 'table' to put my IT stuff...
5. Add-on power point in the house... another 5! can ah?

No 2, 4 and 5 are the things i NEED and no 1 and 3 are the things that i WANT!! So, work on the need first la hor...

P/S: yelah yelah.. pay Kok Hoe for the copyright... :)

uits...

hoh... what happen to my blog... pitch black wan.. he he...

Heeeeeeee....

helllloooooooo....... i think i got YKH's syndrome (habit for not updating blog in a long period of time) he he... sorry Kok Hoe...

what happened to me in the past 2 months (dipendekkan cerita)

1. Attended a friend's wedding... Natasha and Douglas Lim... My beloved friends who committed to dogs full time okay... can 'kawan2' with Emelda... he he...
2. New post! Yeaa! Me become bodyjam headteacher! ahaks! Hopefully a presenter and a trainer later...
3. Became Ruums regular visitor every Thursday nite to support So You Think You Can Dance... Congratulations Alam... You totally deserve it!!
4. 'Survived' a massive asthma attack.. yikes... still seeing specialist... i'm cutting down all the cold food and drinks (ya right...)
5. Sime Participated in Oil & Gas Exhibition 2007 in Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre (OGA). Me 'jaga booth' for the full 3 days... OMG!! i can still feel the pain from driving in KL jam and from 8 hours of standing and smiling..
6. Right after OGA, launched Bodyjam for Fitness First with Tracy, K Ju, Azie, Anthony, Kenny and Ken. Congratulations to BJ-licious for winning the BJ Tribe challenge.. More news for this, pls refer Osmy's aka BJ-licious Manager! heeee... good job man...
6. Launched Bodyjam in Island Plaza, Penang. My first trip to Fitness First Island Plaza. They serve Milo and Sarsi as well..
7. I'm officially a permanent member of Geng 606... he he... this is another set of my friends apart from gym and uni peeps... all from Sime's personnel .. in a way, they were the one who were responsible for my 'asthma trigger = vigorous swimming session in Port Dickson'... heh heh... love you guys still... but pls no more asthma... penat weii... lots of karaoke session... mkn2 session... the latest, mkn2 and swimming session at my apartment... 'clubbing' with my adik, Natsume Maya... wah, boley tahan budak kecik nih...
8. Lost a dear 'abang'... Al-Fatihah to Allahyarham Azizan b. Abdan. May Allah bless his soul. Hanya doa kami untuk Abang. :( I can still hear his laugh sometimes... got thru old albums last night... there were no bitter memories with him. His smile, his laugh, his talent, his 'bebelan' always had been a good one... Adikara will never be the same without him definitely!

Till we meet again fren....

P/S: WARNING... PLEASE FIND TIME TO WATCH TRANSFORMER... bertukar!!!