Wonder

I wonder how some people is getting weirder with age...

(i thought they suppose to become better with age.... mature i mean.... but they keep getting 'stupider' each day...... i thought they will change with more responsibilities, yet they become more obsessed...... i thought being recognized will make them feel appreciated, yet it seems not enough...... i thought if i leave them alone, they'll keep quiet, but i'm wrong....... i thought when i'm not their threat anymore, i should be left alone, but i'm wrong....... )


i think... these people... has nothing important to do.... so they make ME as their personal issues and try their very hard to make my life hard.... i don't understand what are they getting from this??? when they can't dare/ challenge me direct, they attacked my close friends... when they realized that my true friend is really TRUE FRIENDS, they attacked my 'sub-ordinates'... trying their very hard to pull me down... what did i do to you???

pleaseeee.... God sees every intentions and every moves you made..... with this 'bad-hearted' doings..... no wonder your personal life is not going anywhere... you have no true friends who will fight for you... maybe you think you have everything when you got the fame and 'false recognition'... but you know deep inside that you didn't earn it... you know you are not good enough so you use what is left in your brain to pull some cheap politic tactics to go up.... and yayy you considered yourself a winner... huh.... you lost big time mannnn.... in reality YOU HAVE NOTHING!!! and the best part is... YOU KNEW IT ALL ALONG!!!

i think the jet-lag is still there.. :P