December 30, 2009

Quote of the Year

2009 is the best year for me.... yet! *wink*

having loving families, true friends and promising career... that STAYS with you through the better or worse makes me a stronger, wiser and a better person each day.... with the new life I would love to adapt in 2010 will definitely makes it more than complete!


"I love being married.. it's so great to find one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life" - Rita Rudner

December 26, 2009

More family moment!

heeeee...... last week was my time with Alif's family... this week, i'm again blessed with family moment but with my own..... apart from normal outing, shopping and dinner, we've decided to go to Genting Theme Park... and guess what, none of us had camera.. hahah... so just managed to capture some photos using my antique N73.. huhu...

my mum and her grandchildren...

my bro, sis in law and their children....

as i'm the only one who knows how to operate my cam-phone 'successfully'... huhu... definitely i'm the camerawoman all the way... a.k.a. no picture of me... :P

besides that... this week also brought 2 happy news!!!

first... congrats to my nieces..

Puteri Alyaa Afzan for her 7As, 1B in PMR & Puteri Aellisya for her 5As in UPSR
*perlu la gamba ngan mak sedara vogue jugak kannnn...*


my friend, Kay Fuad got engaged!! with her beloved Ray Biemens... may Allah bless you both.... aminnn....
*i curik gamba ni from your FB ya.. me like this one*

happy happy happy..

December 21, 2009

family moment

december fun continues... from weekend in Penang.. i moved to weekend in Port Dickson.. it's family day!!! family to be i mean, insyaAllah...... :) no particular phrase or words... i just felt so like home... and deep inside my heart, i'm convinced in future, wherever i go, i'll always be at home.. :)

Alif's big family... :) i'm honoured to even be invited to this terrific event!

apparently i'm the 'youngest virgin' of all... hahahha....

we departed KL around 10-ish on 18th dec... arrived PD around 12++. i slept all the way of course.... heeeee.... i think Alif get so used to it already... whenever i'm not the one who drives, i will sleep... without any hesitation... ngeh ngeh ngeh... not a co-pilot material for a long drive aite? *oppsie...* it's okay.... kita balik kampung raya naik firefly okeh? :)

we had lunch at the PD golf club and check-in later at Felda Residence, 10th mile.. apparently just next to Sime Darby's Director House... hehe.... ingat kenangan lalu.. huhu... we started off the event with dinner... and we were segregated into 4 groups... guess what? i'm the head of one of them... :P when the vote casted to choose group members.. all members of my group are 'voluptous'... ahhahah... and of course we won the telematch the next day!!! go GREEN!!! (our group colour..)

we started each morning with jogging and Pocho-pocho... all Alif's uncles and aunties are very sporting.... we danced, we laughed.... owh.... again.. it felt like home! off to KL after lunch on sunday afternoon... :)

anddd..... to add to it.. my mum, brother and family is coming to down to KL tomorrow... yayy!!! another family weekend for me... yeeehaaaaaaaaaa............

family mode,

December 14, 2009

Blissed Weekend

Best December ever of any years... yet.. hehe... 4 weeks in a row, we only work 4 days a week... yeehaaaaa!!!!!!

how's my 1st weekend? hmmm...ouch... it started with a bit rough, gloomy feeling... i can't describe why, i can't explain how but i do know it didn't make me feel good... in the midst of i'm 'adjusting' my emotions... ppl mistakenly read me as something else... and it just makes me feel more sad... beautiful friends tried to comfort me.. thanks a million to you... and actually i was waiting for someone else to comfort me *wink*.... well.. it didn't happened.. hehe... not really a bad thing, it's just i can't expect the outcome to be the way i wanted it to be.. maybe later in life we will become somebody better to each other... and find better ways to ease each other's discomfort... and truly, i'm so looking forward to it... :)

days passed by... so looking forward for last weekend! having a beachwear annual dinner, resulting to a less headache of finding what to wear as my wardrobe is full of t-shirt/casual 3/4 pants and flip-flops.. hehe... get a quick hair-do.. and wolla! set-to-go! we had our company annual dinner held at Beach Hut, Mines Wellness Resort & - the seafood was gorgeuos.. lobster, oyster and etc... i didn't even look at others.. hehe...

this is the overall look.. nicely done by the hotel...

waiting for the VIPs to arrive.. take photo-lah...

after the dinner... sweaty and tired.. and philip suddenly with us... ehehheh...

i slept 3.30am that day.. and wokeup at 2pm.. hiak! and where did i go after that ahh? hmmm.... not important.... but i think i came back to the gloomy mood.... i want to go out and talk with the gang... and co-incidently nobody is available... huhu.... i guess i just to be strong on my own :) well i did... i recovered this time... but we never know how will i cope up next time.... ;-) still wishing that the one try will to notice and comfort me when this time comes.. ;-) maybe the one needs to realize, i can't be strong all the time... i'm still a human...

the next morning... wake-up call from Nah... we were going to Penang! yayy! she picked me at 6.30am sharp! fetched Jebat... had breakfast at Cili Merah Shah Alam... hmmm... 3- hours to Penang.. as expected, i slept all the way.. :P after lunch, we're looking forward for our check-in and guess what... the booking was not there!!! haiyoooooooo............ how can we get an apartment at the peak season, school holiday in Penang?!?!??! huhu.... at our miracle.. thanks to... you know who you are... we ended-up at a Presidential Suite, The Northam... ahhahahah.... worth the waiting aite?

knock knock!
the secondary shower/toilet

 master bedroom shower+toilet+sauna+jacuzzi

 the living room + small kitchen

 didn't get in the HRC... too pack! haiyoooo... org penang mmg tak mau pi tempat lain nooo....

 jalan-jalan cari DVD.. kena 'rush' la pulak malam tu.. hmm.. makan buah je lah...

 my future hubby and jay jay joined us! yayy!

nasi kandar line clear! tak lupaaa noooo....

and today is MONDAY!!!!!!! :P

December 3, 2009

i know there's sumtin FISHY about you...

have u seen the movie New Moon, Twilight sequel? :) i love it!!!!!!!!!! being a very jiwang adorable vampire... to a macho kekar dan mengkal werewolf... love them both! 


Bella.... hmmm... Bella who? eheh... you can disregard her.. :) only one dissappointment........ why Dakota Fanning's scene is so short????? haizzzz... more of her for the next one yaaaaaaa......

anyway... for the tribute of my idols.. ehehe.... meet my version of Jacob and Edward!


 the bigger one i named Jacob cos he's a bit darker... and on the right is Edward cos he's very pale... hheheh....

and this is their cute home...

in my house.. they are considered as a civil partners... no need visa.. no need passport... live happily ever after.... 

feeling fishy,

November 30, 2009

Guilty Pleasure

raya... eat, eat and eat? guilty? hmmmm....

nahhhhhhh....... *woops*

esok.. puasa... tenkssssssssss.........

November 19, 2009

la la laaaaa.......

jom  berkursus di hujung minggu kawan2.... org lain takde keje lain ker???

saya beli baju di Madukara sempena hujung minggu ni kawan2... perlu kerrr????

nanti saya upload gambar2 kami di sini ya kawan2... ada depa kesahh???

nak gi kursus kahwin ngan saya jom? valid seumur hidup uols...

ustaz: "haaa... ni apa kes pakai gini gi kursus kawen?" 
leo: "tema couture la ustaz..."
ustaz: (kruk kruk.. kruk kruk....)
alip: "i rasa ustaz prefer crown lah.."


November 15, 2009

earlier than expected...

arghhhhhhhh......... as the wedding will be in May, I thought I have 6 months more to diet enjoy ... now guess what!?! i only have 3 months!!!

nahhh.... we're not rescheduling our wedding... hehe... just that, i have the honour to be the bridesmaid to our dear friend, Zila. Her wedding will be in February.... *gulp*

pressure people pressure!!!

owh by the way... "zila.. i tak nak la overshadow you nanti kan kan kan.. so kena la dpt approval u dulu kan kan kan... i nak pakai tiara ni nanti bleyyyyy takk...." *sambil kedip-kedip mata manja*


i have ordered my wedding card odi!!! *clap clap clap*

November 12, 2009

jangan takbur!

its' really hard to write if you have too many things in your head.... i'm still trying to figure it out what really went wrong in the past few days..... (not personally of coz.. :D )... totally, unexpected.... i'm being judged for things that are out of my control..... hopefully they will realize that i'm just a human being and maybe they forget that are human as well... hmmm... we're all mortal... if God gives you a good health, be grateful... don't judge people of 'less performance' if they're sick....

being sick is not my choice! stop punishing me for it!!

pissed, disappointed, coughing and sneezing

November 9, 2009


Kadang kadang... Allah memberikan kita rezeki di sini, tapi Dia tarik sikit rezeki di sana.. :)

Takpe.. itu hanya peringatan.. supaya kita lebih berusaha.. menjadikan kita manusia yang lebih tegar... mampu mematangkan lagi pemikiran dan membuka lebih ruang untuk perbaiki dan muhasabah diri.... saya terima semua ini seadanya... :)

Sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Kaya..... Saya yakin ada hikmah lain yang menanti... insyaAllah... dengan rumahtangga yang akan dibina, saya lebih mampu dan lebih tabah untuk menghadapi semua dugaan yang telah ada dan yang akan datang....

November 6, 2009

Leonora Version 3.0

"I may be thirty, but I'll always be flirty." - Dane Peddigrew

Have you ever thought that most things are better in threes?  Triple layer cake, triple-decker O’Brien sandwiches, three scoops on a banana split, and three decades of learning to finally be able to claim that you've arrived and can no longer deny being an adult. Hehee…….

Finally you can abandon the insecurities that come with youth. You can rest assured that you've chosen the right career the wrong one. You can finally have a candid conversation with your parents, and laugh about your childhood antics (the ones they knew about, and the ones you thought you got away with). And you can know that the best decades of your life are just ahead of you.

"Time and Tide wait for no man, but time always stands still for a woman of thirty." – Robert Frost
I’m thirty, today, 5th November 2009!

For those women out there who’s afraid of this age… don’t be… you’ll find that this is the best decade of your life (because I found my love this year *wink*)…. you are more confident (because you finally realized others are just pathetic little peanuts.. ekekekk)… you are more beautiful of course (because you finally know how to makeup and can afford to buy SKII.. ihiks).. you are less dependent  (because you’re earning more! hahah... ) So embrace it! Or do Botox

Last year,  my mum and dad sent me flowers and cake to the office… and of course, this year they did the same…. Hehe

But with a different gesture? Hmmmm…. They managed to get force everyone to write a different bday card for me… hahah….


Moreover.. of course.. from my beloved fiancée.12 roses and a love bear.. auwww....

I need and want you all to know.. how grateful I am to be blessed with such a caring, supporting family members and loved ones… Alhamdulillah… My wish this year… 

Dear Allah, please have all my friends to have the opportunity to experience the happiness of what I’m experiencing now… Aminnnn…
With this strong- based of family and friends institution… nobody, I mean nobody will ever feel alone ever!! *wink* and I want them to feel this too… Thank you so much for having me in your life…. YOU know WHO YOU ARE!!!

owh.. gift?!?! heee... best thing always comes in small package.. opps... guess a guess.. what's inside? huhu....

p/s: can’t wait for another session of bday celebration with sistas and hommies… cu tomorrow nite!!

sleep and smiling...

October 26, 2009

and that maybe.. all i need to know..

Look at this face
I know the years are showing
Look at this life
I still dont know where its going

I dont know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

Look at these eyes
They never seen what mattered
Look at these dreams
So beaten and so battered

I dont know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

So many questions
Still left unanswered
So much
Ive never broken through

And when I feel you near me
Sometimes I see so clearly
The only truth Ive ever known
Is me and you

Look at this man
So blessed with inspiration
Look at this soul
Still searching for salvation

I dont know much
But I know I love you
And that may be
All I need to know

I DON'T KNOW MUCH by Linda ronstadt featuring aaron neville


p/s: you may puke now... :P