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Hola... it seems like ages... it really ages actually, since Hari Raya... its true what people say, troubles/ problems always come in a batallion... hmppphh... dun really want to reveal it here coz it will take me at least 2 days finish the complete 'story'... to cut it short...

after came back from Raya holiday... my Gen-2 = sucks!!! proton = sucks!!! (baru tau ka) opis = bz like hell!!! hell oso not this busy lah... gym = had to cancel so many classes = GXC mengamuk!!! so, the outcome of those = me got shit everyday... tension tension, pressure pressure, cry cry.... gen-2 = change from top to toe = RM20k++ ... lps ni beli kereta baru... muahahahahhhhhh.... work = paid off la... gym = ok oledi... now enjoying the new Bollyjam =) but what i regretted the most, almost hurt people that i love along the way... yup, i know... my fault... SOWIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII......

So today (1/12/06) = ok lah....
1. borrowed my Bro's car
2. My mom, sister n her children are here in KL =)
3. work in ofis under control
4. gym, still enjoying every bit of it =) looking forward for launch with Jason, tuition with Kylie andddddddddd special theme class in IOI... so people, look out ya, 24th Dec, 4pm, IOI Fitness First... Me invited Azyei to help me to instruct the class and special appearance by Juwita (hmmm, hoping her to teach Hips Dun Lie...)... welcome back...
5. Managed to sell my Sime Darby shares =)
6. Sime Darby Sports Club dinner tonite... hmmmm, time to wear my new dress =)

hmmm, wut do you think? i think i survived quite well under all those circumstances...

last but not least, thanks for all my dear friends for my lovely birthday presents... the Esprit purse enlighten my 'kekurangan' of money inside it and has a nice handbag that matches very well with it, red roses that enlighten my akuarium area, a very meaningful bday card and the red Nike gym bag can carry my needs to the gym... as the Nike bag didnt come with a card, so i dun really know the exact people who contributed to it... so, dun wan to mention names, nanti yg tertinggal, kecik ati plak... he he... anyway, love u all so much!!! mmmmmmmmmmuuaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!

Getz or Vios?

what a news!!

get shocked last nite, watching the news on the murder of a Mongolian model... she is believed to be shot and blown up to pieces by grenade... apparently, she had an affair with an Exec Director of Malaysian Strategic Research Centre, who also is a close associate of our DPM, Najib... hmmm... a few policemen is remanded, who is believed to have sumtin to do with the murder... hayooooo... want to kill, kill lah... why u have to 'bomb' that woman... he must have hated her so much... she was really pretty actually... the suspect claimed that he was blackmailed by the woman... hek eleh... if you agreed to the 'blackmailin' thingy, meaning you have done something really bad, that's why people dare to blackmail you isn't it? hoh... makes me hate man more lah... sowwwiiiii guys... its just reality... bzzzzzztttt...

well, enuff of sadis thing... got an email from a dear friend... something for us to think about...

A student asks a teacher, "What is love?"

The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regretted !!!! So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "This is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already missed the person."

So, how? the student obviously didn't find that love... have you???

As for me... hmmm... i dunno... my close friends, what do u think? did i find my love? am i doing the right thing now? i think i do.... but it always feel, repeat, alllllllwaysssssss feel that i'm the only one who is really into it.... the other party seems like cudn careless!!! whether its true or not, i dunno, but if you dun have any initiatives by telling/ doing/ texting or replying to me something, how in the hell shud i know?!?!? well, nak buat camne... i've tried... i'm so afraid that by the time he realised i'm the one for him, i no longer have the passion to keep going... if it is so, sorry lah my fren... i will look and try for another 'padi'... bosan betul.. he he...

Join Kylie's class tonite lagi bagus... Jom youngwolf.... lets rawk DU tonite... =) anybody else is with me?

haloooooo......

weeeeee....... had a blast long leave for hari raya.... and a fattening one oso =) i put on weight... well, i've never been in 'skinny' group anyway, so a pound here and there won't hurt right.. he he... (kata-kata utk menenangkan hati sendiri)

Puasa Time
No teaching, so I managed to join few BJ and BP classes, mostly in Summit.... hmmmm, didn't have chance to join Shirly's wavee class oso... will do that this month!! on the 16th n 17th Oct, my 'super duper intelligent' HR dpmt sent me to Finance for Engineer course!!! aiyooo, so ngantuk la bulan puasa.... luckily they gave 'buka puasa' voucher... but what a lousy food it was... so sedih, 5 star hotel but food in mamak USJ1 stall are 5 times better... how can?!?! did complaint to them though.... what an embarrassment... so hungry after that... but later that night, someone bought me food and teh ais... i like!!! luv ya.... ;-*

20th Oct
time to drive home... Leave USJ around 9.30am, NKVE towards Ipoh, exit to Kuala Kangsar, passed thru Gerik... drive drive drive sampai kampung.... PASIR MAS!!! weee.... managed to reach at 3.30pm... non-stop 6 hours... maybe bcoz Puasa, so didn't feel wanna pee at all =)

until 2nd Nov
raya.... makan.... tido.... tv.... jalan2.... makan... makan.... tv.... tido.... tido.... tv... makan.... shopping.... tv.... makan.... tido.... tv.... makan.... makan.... tido.... (in a summation, that's all the normal holiday activities lah)

3rd Nov
so sedih... had to go back to KL... time to step into the real world again... hmmm... ofis, gym... yup! got to loose some weight... heh heh... used the same route, but it took me longer (10am till 6pm), as i stopped twice bcoz of heavily rain... takutttttt... cannot see anything... when i reached USJ home, hoh.... as expected, 'rumah tunggang langgang'..... 'langau kecik' everywhere.... sink full of undo dishes.... rice cooker oso got funny smell already... 'bakul sampah' got 'ulat-ulat' and floor is so dirty... sigh... until now, i so admire my housemates who can livee in that kind of 'situation' =)...not me man... so, i took my own sweet time cleaning everything... well, it took me 2 days to do that... including mopping the floor.... brought some more plants from p mas, so, did some gardening also...

6th Nov
wow.... kena pagi keje daaaa.... nothing fancy in the office... busy as usual and did my usual stuff...

7th Nov
Did my first BJ class after long holiday in Taipan... i never knew that i missed Bodyjam so much.. hah... adrenalina was so happening!!! but got cramp during the cool down... luckily during end of the class... or else...

So today... i'm stealing my ofis busy schedule just to update my blog...

To my special friend, sorry i was not home when you came by my house to drop me a birthday card all the way from Melaka.... Love the card so much... =)

Jenny, hurry buy me my bday present... my other gym bag so small, last nite oso 4got to bring xtra pants... he he...

Devil Wears Prada?

izittttt?

hmm... not really lah... angel oso wants to wear Prada... Cudn afford Prada? Summit style always a savior =D heh heh...

Just finished watch the newly launch movie, DEVIL WEARS PRADA... interesting one.. not thaaaattt good, but worth watching... one thing is a definite, the suits, the clothes, the shoes... uuuu... the feeling is like a guy watching Carmen Electra strips her clothes one by one... ;-) now i know, why my 'certain friends' really into branded stuffs... aiyooo, not me lah... can't afford it one thing, i dun even know how to really 'use' them... Prada, Bally, Gucci, Coach, etc... hmmmm, in my dreams will do...

enuff about the sight seeing, time for serious stuff... story line is very simple, yet the moral behind it so deep... depends how u look at it... and what i love about the movie, the conclusion is sooooooo meeeeeee... IT'S ALL ABOUT CHOICE!!! Moreover, YOUR CHOICE!!!

started with a young girl, Andy, looking for a job at a famous magazine company... she's a nerd, with no sense of fashion at all... circumstances makes she wanna dress well and ended up becoming one of 'them'.. u know, Prada girl.. fashion conscious kinda lady... to cut the story short, she's so caught up with the job until, she abandoned her friends and her so called past life.. she got the wake up call when the devil (the boss), said, U WERE THE ONE WHO MADE THAT CHOICE... after that, she quit the job and run back to the precious life that she almost lost... =) my kind of ending... very the good... and thennnnnnn, we've got a discussion to do...

would you leave your personal life for your career? would you risk your loved ones for your fame? make it easier for you.... Money or Happiness?

fuuhhhh... tough question huh.... well, won't blame you, even me having a hard time figuring it out... but a definite is, through experience, money will never ever and ever buy love/ happiness... money is just a compliment to it... you can't bloom love without money but money is nothing if you don't have someone you love to share it with... now, you tell me, which one is more precious? ;-)

for my beloved friends out there, who are so 'into' making money... SLOW DOWN AND BREATH... THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT U'VE MISSED... one of it is ME!!!!! :-* IT'S YOUR CHOICE!!!

Salam Ramadhan

I hope it’s not too late for me to wish all my Muslim friends Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan. It’s time to give our ‘digestion system’ a month break as it worked very hard already for the past 11 months =D Just a friendly reminder to my Muslim friends who are so devoted in fasting, don’t forget your prayers…. Fasting is NOTHING if you don’t pray…. For my non-muslim friends, come lar, try to fast with me… =D good for weight management also you know…

Personally, Ramadhan is my preferred month of the year as I’ll always have enough rest during fasting month. Less outstation/ site visits….Boss also, mellow down a bit…Can go off work early half an hour, nobody ‘kacau’ you when you fell asleep in your cubicle during lunch hour... He he… ramadhan time also, is when my cooking spree starts!! Cook more in Ramadhan than other months as home cooking is much more nice than the ‘beli one’… the risk of getting food poisoning also lesser… And this year particularly, I get a month break from teaching BodyJam!! WEEEEEEE!!!! Only an instructor knows how it feels to have a break once in a while from teaching… but I’m still expecting to replace, though have to turn down 2 replacements already because of ‘bukak puasa’ ceremony with clients… sorry peeps, customer first!! Managed to become a ‘member’ these past few days in FF1st… soooooo niceeeeeee…. Last night, did Sue’s Bodypump and MC Tho’s Yoga… yup! Yoga! Together with Jenny.. Had so much fun in Yoga class… I always felt that I spoilt the whole ‘Yoga feel’ as all sorts of unexpected jokes came out from my mouth, making the whole class laughing =P but again, soooooo niceeeeeee… he he… today, will try anything to join Azyei’s and Anthony’s jam in Uptown… even in Ramadhan, you cannot NOT GO to the gym… I can feel my tummy expanding bit by bit… come on Leo, more BODYPUMP!! Always want to look good on Hari Raya… if I get lucky, maybe can catch a husband.. –lol– hmmmm, talking about husband, missing somebody so much… *sigh* hope he’s doing fine wherever he goes and whatever he does =)

Oh, one more person which I missed the most (my family, tak payah kira la kan), is my another soul sista!!! Juwita!!! Kakakkkkkkk…. Bila nak buka sama2? =( I know you cannot leave home, bcoz bibik wasn’t around.. so, we (k azyei and i) thought of bringing food to your home and we buka puasa together gether laaaa… can? =D who else wanna join?

Muslims believe that Ramadhan is the ‘holy month’…meaning, your prayers will come true and your good deeds will get more ‘pay’. So this is my prime ‘doa’ for this year’s Ramadhan, MAY ALLAH:
Bless my parents/ families/ friends, secure their health and move away all the bad vibes from them
Bless my work and keep me away from doing/ thinking about awful things
Open my heart and my ‘jodoh’, so that we can find each other and have a blessed relationship
Bless my families and friends’ DOA too…
InsyaAllah… Amin….