is it wrong???

is it wrong for me to have my  husband all to myself first on his birthday? selfish??

is it wrong for me to feel emotional when his friend ask me whether my husband is free or not on his birthday so that she can organize party for him??

is it wrong for me to feel emotional when the friend still ask me whether my husband is free or not, a day after his birthday, so that she can still organize party for him??

is it wrong for me to feel that she's too much??

is it wrong for me to think that she fails to understand how a woman should feel when this kinda stuff, especially when she is married and i'm 30 weeks pregnant ??

is it too emotional and too much for me to feel sad about this??

is it okay for me to cry if i feel i can't organize a better bday celebration for him in this condition of mine??

or maybe actually i feel sad for the fact that someone feels that the 'friend' is right and i maybe reacted too much??

Ya Allah... may that one be the right one...